I followed Austin to his room nervously.  When he closed the door I looked up at him like I liked him. He looked at me like a doll he found that he was planning on torturing! This made me more nervous but turned me on a lot! He did not like me. He just wanted to play with my body. He felt me up up, groaning a little. I stated at him, waiting for him to make out with me. He kissed my cheeck, he kissed my neck, he kissed my nipple over the outside on my bikini, but he did not kiss my lips. After I noticed his rock hard cock pushing his pants outward, I started rubbing it. He moaned harder and held me harder. After a minute of this, he grabbed the back of my head and pushed it down near his lap. He said "take it out." So I did. It was big to me. I had sucked longer dicks, but his was fatter and curved up towards his belly button. It had veins and looked ugly. Uglier than what I was used to. I licked it a couple times. Then I opened my mouth and slowly backed it up to the very back of my throat. He said "oh my god!" Then while staring into his eyes, I slowly shoved the extra inch or 2 down into my throat. His balls hit my lips. His pubic hair tickled my nose. I forced my tongue out onto his balls. He said "fuck!". I kept swallowing his cock faster, then slow, then faster then slow until he got up off his bed, grabbed my head and fucked my face for a minute. He stopped and held it deep in my throat and came super hard. I stated at him like a good fuck doll. He pulls it out and said "let me see." I opened my white mouth and stuck out my tongue. I'm sure my whole mouth was solid white with his cum. It was a lot! Then he said "swallow it" and of course I did. No problem. To my surprise, after I swallowed he said "fuck, I love you!" and finally leaned on and kissed me passionately on the lips. I had touched his heart at last, by blowing his mind. It felt good to win him over. He asked me if I'd be his girlfriend. I said ok.

Hello!

 this is my introduction. I'm a young woman who likes to have fun with men and occasionally women. I have had a lot of experience for my young age (18) and I'm kind of shy to talk about it with friends or family so I am sharing it here as an outlet. Feel free to judge me if you must but to me it turns me on just talking about these things and remembering them so I hope you get some pleasure out of it too. If you want to chat hit me up.

I am almost 5 feet tall, skinny and white, with green eyes and dark, straight hair. I often die my hair with purple, blue or pink streaks, and it's usually about shoulder length.

I am not like most bitches at my school. I genuinely like guys (mostly men though). I don't play the catty girl bullshit and pretend like I don't like a guy. If I like a guy, I smile at him. If he asks me a question, I answer truthfully. I am straightforward. 

Anyway, this blog is about my sex life so let me get to the point. This is the basics of who I am sexually. In later posts, I want to tell about specific times and experiences. 

I love older men and I love cocks. I love cum. I love sucking dick, getting my throat fucked deep and letting men cum anywhere they want. I swallow it happily.

I love getting fucked hard and rough, or sweet and soft, but always love letting my man cum in me. I always offer this and love to see the extra look of excitement it gives them when I say "It's ok. You can cum in me."

I have discovered that my favorite kind of sex is letting multiple men, around age 40-50's have their way with me. I love being held down while a group of men take turns fucking my throat and my pussy. I love being told to beg for their cum. I have let several guys cum in my mouth in a row til its spilling out and then finally being given permission to swallow it all, only to beg for more.

It comes down to this: I love being a sexy object, the ideal fuck doll. The more cum I see/swallow, the better a sex doll I am. 

I love woman's bodies, but sex with women just doesn't do it for me. I need dick and making out with girls is just a tease if I'm not gonna get fucked. So I have threesomes but won't hook up with just girls. I've tried to do it just to entertain men and I end up just fucking the men anyways while my girlfriends are too scared to be as slutty as me. 

I wasn't born this way. I was taught how to fuck like a porn star by my first real boyfriend at a young age and I got pleasure in making men go crazy for me. I hope you enjoy reading all about how I became a young slut;)